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# hazel
# 21 yrs old
# loves reading
# a girl with many faces
# inferiority complex
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:: to know my direction in life ::
:: love God & obey Him ::
:: build a happy family ::
:: write ::
Friday, July 22, 2005
While everyone is
Either sleeping,
Drinking the night away,
Working, studying
Or immersed in the virtual world
Called the ‘Internet’.
I know, I should be a good girl
And go to bed.
But, I just can’t.
An indescribable feeling
Is gnawing at me
I am feeling so lost
So lost.
Where am I? Where am I??
Is there anyone around
In this silent night
To give me directions
To point me in the way to go?
So lost. So lost.
I’m so tired,
That I wanna sleep forever
Like the Sleeping Beauty
Only that I don’t wanna be waken up.
Let me stay like this forever.
The world is spinning,
And everyone with her.
But not me.
I am left out of the turns.
Is there no one out there?
Am I alone?
Dancing to my own tune?
What do you want?
What do you want?
What do you want?
The world asks me.
I don’t know.
I am lost and confused.
In need of a direction post.
I am tired and drained.
I wanna sleep forever, be in your arms forever.
I keep hoping and hoping.
I keep dreaming and dreaming.
What do I hope for?
I don’t know.
What do I dream of?
I had forgotten.
What do you call hopes
That are never realised?
And dreams that are never fulfilled?
Hopelessness.
Wishful thinking.
Hazel out
@ |Friday, July 22, 2005|